HELLO PEOPLE!
This topic is quite familiar right?
SIMPLE.
EX.
Do you have ex?
How long you have been with the man?
How difficult to move on?
Do you can move on?
How? Can you teach me?
LET ME STORY YOU ALL SOMETHING.
MUHAMMAD AZAMUDDIN BIN MUSTAFA KAMAL.
3 years ago, I met my soulmate, now he's leaving me and I don't know how I will survive it.
if you're in my shoes. How will you feel?
hmmm....
Actually................................
im suffering of missing this man.
actually, i can MOVE ON.
I thought I could forget him.. but when I heard his voice, see his pictures again, everything felt the same as before.
BEFORE,
Many memories.
i have spent my time about 3 years with this man.
My UPS,
My DOWN,
i have him.
My BAD,
My UGLY,
My SERIOUS,
My PRETTY,
He knows.
You're the only broken heart I've ever had, & afraid love to have again.
I cry in the middle of night for the same damn thing.
do you pity on me?
dont you miss me?
Poor me. Now I know that I aint that special.
Now I cant stop thinking about you everyday.
"The days he whatsapp you first. Everyday. Tireless. Sup2, one day he stops doing all that. You must think of other sorts. Trust me."
this actually really true........
i feel this right now.
i feel like i lost something important in my life.
it's really effect my whole life.
Dear you, i hate how you steal my feelings. Sincerely, I even forget how to smile.
Dear ex,
you know what i feel the time i saw you lately?
at sirkit 4,
I REALLY HURTED.
i really feel like wanna go towars you then express what i feel.
i really miss how we used to talk every time we meet,
actually, i want you to stay with me starting until the ending because
I NEED YOU FOR EVERYDAY.
i dont need someone to complete me. i only need someone to accept me COMPLETELY.
You know what, losing you is like losing a part of my me.
"YOU LOOK SO PERFECT TO ME. I WANT YOU BACK, HERE WITH ME, BESIDE ME NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN, PLEASE."
should i begging you like this to got you back?
I really need you.
But, if i cant. just tell me.
Then, i will never bother you anymore.
i know that i never be perfect. at least, give me another chances to prove my love to you.
EACH NIGHT I PUT MY HEAD TO MY PILLOW. I TRY TO TELL MYSELF I'M STRONG BECAUSE I'VE GONE ONE MORE DAY WITHOUT YOU.
i love you not only for what you are, but for who i am with im with you.
sometimes, i have to pretend like im okay. i dont want annoy people with my problems.
i want handle my problems by myself.
BUT IM NOT THAT STRONG.
I have you before, everytime i have problem.
we will solve it together.
you give me ways to solve the problem.
hm.................
too many things we did together. how can i forget you?
I CANT.
I want to be with you....
but love can not be forced,
i hope you will open back your hearts to me oneday.
hopefully,
McD's DATE.
my mind still remember the old stories, still remember the old of our scenes,
The bracelet that you gave me.
You said to me that you shy its too simple.
To me, simple or not.
if it from you.
You appriciation &
the sincerity is more importantant.
TO ME
Actually, i really happy got this bracelet.
I didn't put off the brecelet.
everytime i look at the brecelet.
I will feel you love & always remebering you.
I MISS YOU so badly.
Your smile, your laugh,
the best things for me is YOU.
if i could give you thing in life, i would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes,
then would you realize how special you are to me.
The moment you meet my mom.
The promises that you will never leave me.
i still remember.
i still cant accept that.
i need to survive alone.
I have no you beside me right now.
like before,
My life fully with your advice.
your annoying,
your direction,
i actually lost without you.
i want you to know something,
i really lost without you.
REALLY.
to many things i wanna mention here.
YOU'RE THE SPECIAL ONE THAT I EVER HAD.
first time dinner with your friend,
You told your friend.
You wanna marry me.
You know what!
I REALLY HAPPY AT THAT TIME.
i really wish for that.
But, at the end
...........................
I won't say that.
I REALLY CAN'T ACCEPT THAT.
This time,
Long time no see you.
I just too happy got to see you in front of my eyes.
even,
i just can see you about minutes maybe.
didn't reach an hours.
Hmm.......
OPEN HANDBALL UMP GAMBANG.
Then,
he always giving adivice after my game.
he will complain about my game,
to improve my skills.
HE ALWAYS BE MY IDOL.
After his game,
SWEATY. TIRED.
pity him.
I really proud of him.
he such a good player in handball.
HIKING
I really this time hiking's pictures.
He is very adorable.
I hate how past will just become a past.
I MISS THIS McD DATE.
Hm...
can say any words anymore....
If you're falling in love with anyone else right now. i just can say "GET YOUR HAPPINESS". Take a good care of her.
Dear heart, would you mind letting him go? Don't make me so useless like this. Sincerely, tears.
i do not expect that the ending will be like this.
i hate.
i wish you still have same feeling with me.
lastly, i will wait for you.
i love you.
i do not expect that the ending will be like this.
i hate.
i wish you still have same feeling with me.
lastly, i will wait for you.
i love you.
LOVE,
NUR SHAIDATUL ASHIKIN BINTI MOHD ZUBAIDI.
